Miss me yet?

Well for starters how was ur guys newyears idk what you did
and i would like to hear about it
ive been ok woe is life im a teenager ill survive somhow i guess
i got to bounce so im keeping this short
i love you all have a good week

Hey Hey

well i think it is compleatly fair to say i am dieing and i mean dieing of bordem
doing nothing sitting on my can i need to do somthing
i feel like im sitting on a jetpack waiting to blow just bust out
and its so annoying
im just ready to bounce and just leap outta the page and show people what i can do
but the issue is that like nobody wants to listen im stuck being fifteen so nobody respect my opinion i feel like im stuck just in this loop this cycle
idk...

Goodmornin

well its more of an afternoon but ohwell that is besides the point
i am rather bored today i have nothin to do and im just chillin doing school(bleh) but ohwell doesnt matter
nothing really all that cool happend today so i mean ohwell

Hey

For all of you who even read my poem(and i dont think you did so here is the link http://whatisay-darksideofme.blogspot.com/) i am not suicidal i dont know whats going to end up on the page only my emotions
i have to keep this short cuz i need to do 6 projects in a hour
i love you all have a good day

OYI

to all of you i am creating a new blog soley for my poetry go there if you would like to read some

Hey

just a couple of poems ive written so ya let me know what you think

So ive been out and about and i dont really have alot to say
because im scared whitless by the events of my day
its scary in its own little light
but then a question screamed in my ear
Why we fight?
its a question no easy answer
i love the things i do and im a prancer
i skip from place to place
constantly hiding my face
maybe you wont find me
or reconize me today
cuz god help me i dont want you to see me this way
not this feeling or this hurt inside
so alone in my room ill hide
you dont call me you leave me alone
i dont know what sin this punnishment atones


well goodjob congratz dad you did it again
you beat me in poetry it felt like a kick in the shin
then adding insult to injury you let me know that poetry
might not be the best thing for me
i dont know if im writting this for a reason
i dont know how long ill be in this season
and i know your reading this right now
so im asking you not to come and make me sit down
just read and let me finish my tale
on how i plan to break this spell
i have my hurts i have my pains
maybe they are all the same
the same issue same problem
with nightmares that you cant fathom
with horrors just waiting to unfold
and all the silent scars i have that remain untold
it doesnt matter its just life
and i got that one from you
you remember it right?
your tough and thats a fact
what is it with my obsession
of hiding where im at
i feel horrible all the time
and maybe ill never earn a dime
maybe i wont go to college
i wont get that job
i wont make all this money
that i thought off
so i guess its to time get off of
this high horse ive been sittin on
constantly tellin you how my day was the bomb
maybe ill come out
be honest
and be real
maybe then you can see
how i feel
i feel tired
hurt bashed bruised
and im not saying this as a ruse
i hurt i hurt like a dog
maybe its time to clear this fog
know what never mind
doesnt matter
have fun dad
keep going
never let that dream shatter





hey how are you guys im just peachy so ya
comment
let me know how your doin let me know by commenting love you all ttyl

My Friends

So im sorry i havnt been on my blog recently and that i havnt exactly been a faithful writer
So i beg your forgivness and i apologies in advance to all of you followers
Cuz you are now the topic of my blog (:
So i am going to break this up into sections of which friends are from which area
(Friends i see occasionally)
Josette
omg josette where do i start well she is cool sweet awesome epic fun loving and generally chill
i dont know alot bout josette simply cuz i havnt known her all that long but i do know that she loves
what she loves and she protects what she loves so i find absolutly no reason not to say
your epic and awesome oh little sidnote about josette i like pronouncing her name(Jo-Zet-a) just just she is
totally awesome and epic like that i love her like i love all of my friends
Audry
where to begin
audry you are funny quikry and quite hilarious when you are flusterd just completly and totally
you like wearing my black side hat that i gave you and in all honesty i think you look better than me in it
but lets see i met audry when i started doing Puppets and in all honesty she hated me
she was INLOVE and i mean INLOVE with this guy im not going to name names because she is already going to kill me but thats besides the point. ANYWAYS she was inlove with this guy who just really pissed me off at the time(we are a group of friends now so this story has a happy ending) so she hated me and thats just the ending truth but eventually once i proved i was just as good as the rest of them at puppets they gave up on it and thus we are friends
Leslie F
leslie... leslie leslie leslie(her reply YES WE KNOW MY NAME WHATS UR BLOODY POINT) lol i love leslie she is funny awesome epic cool sweet and pretty forgiving and if any of you know me then you know what i need alot and i mean alot of forgivness just because somtimes im a total and complete jackwad
but as for how we met well leslie right about now is*facepalm*ohwell moving on
i was hanging out at this highschool just chilling doing nothing when suddenly my friend and his ex(they wernt dating at the time but he sure as heck wanted 2 she was obsessed with a idiot but thats not important right now ) and a group of her friends come over and i forgot the reason but leslie(yep this leslie that im talking about) starts chasing me and i mean like a maniac a nut and in all honesty it was quite fun but then idk what happend next i forgot the night its kinda a blurr(one to many fifths of vodka know what i mean (: ) jk but anyways we didnt talk for almost 6 months when the friend that introduced us was txting her and said "hey you remember that girl that chased you around school" i was like ya and he said"im txting her right now"and i was like dude give me her number and so went life and it was how it was and well
alot of things went bad(all my fault and i can testify) ive done alot of stupid things since and i mean alot but leslie has thrown alot of it into the past and i thank her for that and i doubt she will even be reading this
but thanks leslie
Tommy
tommy tom toms uncle tommy
so many names
so little time ohwell might aswell make this count
tommy is epic and that is just a fact very few people are as awesome as tommy is tommy is just cool sweet awesome nice epic and just all around a nice guy i mean he is so epic he has this thing called tommy time and all the guys in youth group fight for who gets tommy time
you might find it boyish but we love tommy tommy is just cool like that and i love tommy
Becca
OMG becca becca becca becca
your nutz cool awesome eccentric amazing crazy wierd and 7 types of hyper
you write poetry you make these hecka funny videos that make me laugh in all honesty i dont know what i would do without friends like you that i can talk to and just  be completly open and honest with i need friends like you and im very glad i have friends like you that help me threw my life
Damaris
you are very much like ur sister becaa and i guess in its own right i feel kinda lame because i dont have any new to write cuz ur kinda just like ur sister and its really sad and i feel horrible that i have nothing else to write
(friends i have never met in person)
Destany
destany...this ones going to be long so ohwell
ive screwed up so so so so so so so somany times ive done you so many wrongs and i been wrong broken my promises and ive messed up whatt i should have left it couldve been better it shouldve been better i should have fixed it i should have i could have i had so many ways to fix things but i shut up because i think you dont want to hear what i have to say i think that if i ever open my mouth and mess up if i screw my chances if i make a mistake one mistake then its all over and i wont get another chance i feel so bad for everything ive done and i dont know how to fix it i feel like im broke and i keep playing the same game everytime and that ive done you more harm than good i say things but i dont know what im trying to say i dont know if my over all pourpose is what it should be i feel like im going in circles and that im not helping anybody idk idk anymore
so i beg your forgivness destany i beg your forgivness

Thats all i have to say today all i have to say for most of my week if you have poetry you wanna publish just send it to me and ill post it