just a couple of poems ive written so ya let me know what you think
So ive been out and about and i dont really have alot to say
because im scared whitless by the events of my day
its scary in its own little light
but then a question screamed in my ear
Why we fight?
its a question no easy answer
i love the things i do and im a prancer
i skip from place to place
constantly hiding my face
maybe you wont find me
or reconize me today
cuz god help me i dont want you to see me this way
not this feeling or this hurt inside
so alone in my room ill hide
you dont call me you leave me alone
i dont know what sin this punnishment atones
well goodjob congratz dad you did it again
you beat me in poetry it felt like a kick in the shin
then adding insult to injury you let me know that poetry
might not be the best thing for me
i dont know if im writting this for a reason
i dont know how long ill be in this season
and i know your reading this right now
so im asking you not to come and make me sit down
just read and let me finish my tale
on how i plan to break this spell
i have my hurts i have my pains
maybe they are all the same
the same issue same problem
with nightmares that you cant fathom
with horrors just waiting to unfold
and all the silent scars i have that remain untold
it doesnt matter its just life
and i got that one from you
you remember it right?
your tough and thats a fact
what is it with my obsession
of hiding where im at
i feel horrible all the time
and maybe ill never earn a dime
maybe i wont go to college
i wont get that job
i wont make all this money
that i thought off
so i guess its to time get off of
this high horse ive been sittin on
constantly tellin you how my day was the bomb
maybe ill come out
be honest
and be real
maybe then you can see
how i feel
i feel tired
hurt bashed bruised
and im not saying this as a ruse
i hurt i hurt like a dog
maybe its time to clear this fog
know what never mind
doesnt matter
have fun dad
keep going
never let that dream shatter
hey how are you guys im just peachy so ya
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