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Ok so today im going to kinda wing this one
i dont have a topic or a point to make today
so basically after i finish my thought im going to go down a line
hehe im so bad
so basically im going to write a poem and ill post the time i start and the time i finish

so im starting and the time is 11:55

so im starting this
not sure if i should have a certain willingness
to start this rythmn the way it should be
just cuz i mess with you doesnt mean
i should die go straight down that hole
to face all of the horrors that remain untold
my friend said once dont run it only hurts
but im running in full reverse
im shifting gears finishing this up
not really sure if im ment to be tough
not sure if my strength is enough
so you kill me leave me in the dust
because you figure im as worthless as dirt
but you dont know me or what im worth
well niether do i
i guess that point will die
i guess that is the meaning of life
there isnt one no silver lining
so im sitting on my bed crying
thinking what if im undying
what if this is my fate
for life to suck
maybe thats the trait
the point the meaning of this
that the meaning doesnt exist
its what we make its what we do
because im head over heals for you
so im nutz writing this now
but i guess its my time to bow out
cuz its tolate cuz its he you found
you found him and u ran to his arms
just know ill be waiting forlonging his tradgey
maybe this is what life is ment to be
pointless death
and worthless life
so im bowing out goodnight